Negativity
I haven't done this is a while, and it feels good. It's really difficult but it feels good to write and get my feelings and thoughts out. The movement of my fingers and I type is cathartic; therefore, I'm a pretty loud typer. I started a new job recently, last month, but I'm steadily ruining it. I don't know how to apologize or change what's wrong. And I feel like that is a major flaw of mine, not only at work but I'm life. I'm slow to change and I don't know how to show others that I'm trying to get better, do better, when I regress. I appreciate being held accountable. I just don't want to lose my job. Not only do I need it...I actually like it. Another thing that is going on is...well, I'm starting to miss my friends. I don't feel like I see them a lot or connect as well with them as I would like to. Another thing is...I don't feel pretty. I don't feel myself. Pretty shouldn't matter, but it does to me. I like to lik...