Doubt and Struggles
There are some days when I feel like I can't do this. Like today. When it's not easy to stay kind and loving, I often think: "what is wrong with me? And why can't I figure out what to do in this situation?" Sometimes it is best to do nothing or walk away, but I find that extremely hard to do. I don't feel "strong" anymore for persevering through my obstacles. I feel weak for holding onto my expectations of how I want life to go and constantly being disappointed. It's an experience I am going through repeatedly and it's honestly boring. How can I forgive myself for making the same mistakes? I don't know.